IT'S THE MESS THAT FEELS SO RIGHT.

It’s not that I hate life. I just had enough with every shit that I go through everyday… It feels like there’s no point in trying because everyday it just gets worse.

I mean, I’m still thankful and all and I love You but God, why are you taking everything from me?

I know you take the things that I don’t need in life but what about my future? Are you seriously taking that away from me too? You know how hard I’ve worked hard for this. Am I not worth it?